Love Letters from A #1
Hi there my love. God, I miss you so much and love you with all my heart. I don't know why we have to go through all this shit just to be together, but it is what it is. I want you even more now than ever. My love for you is even stronger now than ever. I don't know how in the world I can ever make all this up to you, but I will somehow.
Thank you for not giving up on me. You don't know how much that means to me and my family. It hurts being away from you so long. I'm just glad I could write you this letter.
I can't stop thinking about you, my love. I am so lonely without you. Sorry, my spelling sucks. It's been a long time, or at least it feels that way, since we last kissed and held each other. You make me so happy, baby, even in this hellhole. I am staying strong for both of us.
It's a very sad place here, very little hope if any in here, but I hold on. It's so easy to just let go and give up, but I know I can't and never will. I know I'm a strong man, but even I still feel sad in here.
It really hurts not being able to hold you in my arms and kiss your lips. I really feel lucky having you in my life. I haven't been this happy in a long time. I just wish you didn't have to see me go through this shit. This is why it's so hard for me to trust people, but I do trust and love you so much baby.
You have a good heart, and I can see the love in your eyes when you look at me or when we make love. I don't like being down like this, I'm better than this place and the people in here with me. I know I shouldn't be here, but it doesn't make me feel any better.
God, I can't wait to eat some real food again and you, as well! Stay strong, my love, and keep your head up. We will be together again soon and if I have to hide from the cops, I will, but it's not the way I want to live my life. I want only the best for you, my love, and will do all I can to keep you as happy as you make me.
I can't wait to see you this Friday. I miss you so much. Well baby, I got your picture tonight. You look so sexy and hot. I want you so much my love, and miss you like crazy. I'm counting down the days until we can be together again. I'm going to go for now so I can get this letter off to you. I'm so sorry for my spelling. I know it sucks. I'll be dreaming about you, my love.
I love and miss you so much, my love.
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