Love Letters from A #11
Hi my love. This really sucks so much. I really was hoping things would work out today, but I guess not. I'm so sad. All I wanted was to be with you tonight. I'm so sorry, my love.
On the upside, now there are at 180 days, with 51 days already in, but it doesn't make me feel any better. I miss you so much baby, and I'm truly sorry for all of this. I feel so bad right now, and so lonely and even afraid.
I'm so worried about you. I know I shouldn't be, but I can't help it. I know you still have needs that I can't take care of for now and it hurts me so much knowing I can't be there for you, my love. All I want is you, to make you happy and love you with all my heart and soul.
I wish I knew what to say to make all of this better for us, but it just sucks so much.
Baby, please stay strong for me. I will always love and want you, my sexy baby. I'll always be thinking about you and I'll be strong for both of us. Look at the bright side, when this is all over, there won't be anything to worry about. That should make you happy a little.
God, this really sucks baby. Well my love, I'm going to go so I can get this in the mail. Please don't give up on me. I love you so much.
I miss your touch. Love, A.