So, breakups really suck. I've been doing okay. I really have. But, it still hurts. I don't know what to do, other than just keep busy. I guess you can't break a relationship of this long and be completely without pain.
I want to reach out to him, but I know it would only hurt both of us. Even worse, he might feel the need to lash out. I don't want to be angry with him or hurt by him.