Love Letters from A #15

Miserable Place
As the night comes to an end, 
I am all alone without you by my side. 
It is a sad, lonely place 
With no love or hope or peace to come. 
It's miserable here without you by my side 
And yet I know is the night comes to an end, 
Not even sleep will take me away from this miserable place. 
No one should be in this miserable place. 
There's no fun of love, 
No one to care, 
No pride or honor to be found here, 
No comfort or kindness. 
Only disappointment is in this miserable place. 
And yet, I fight, refusing to give up. 
The emptiness will not slow me down. 
I refuse to accept the hurt and pain into my heart 
For there is no room. 
In my heart, I carry you wherever I go 
And I know this miserable place will no longer be 
Once I'm in your arms.

I'm sorry this poem is so sad, baby. It was what came out when I started writing. I really do want to cry right now. I'm in bed writing you this letter. I'm stuck for the night, and I just miss you so much. I miss holding you in my arms. I have this big hole in my heart and will until the day we can be together again. The memories of the good times give me by, but I struggle with not having you with me. 

I'm so sorry, baby. I know this is hurting you and it's hard, but please remember that I love you with all my heart, my love. Good night, my sweet love.


Love, A

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