I had a dream last night that I should try to get a loan from the bank for the RV. I have misgivings, though. It is not what I want, exactly, and I wonder if my yearning to buy it comes from my partner's enthusiasm or the fact that it is such a deal. It is sometimes difficult to separate my desires from those of others.Perhaps this is the crux of the problem. I feel like my partner is trying to co-opt my idea again. I cannot deny how quickly the RV showed up just as soon as I mentioned it, but now, I feel myself losing steam over my project, so despite the undeniable good deal, I feel like I may need to just let him pursue this, and I'll continue in my quest.
| Read More from this Series |
|---|
| Vacation Van Vision |
| Getting Started |
| So, This Happened |
| Reject Or Adapt? |
| Progress Report |
| Pre-Planning Ideas |
| Dreams for the Future RV |
Maybe I am more interested in making castles in the sky than sculpting reality. Am I more in love with the idea of the van? What does the van represent to me? Am I just clinging to the idea that I created instead of embracing a new wrinkle? Should I just adapt to the new development or reject it?
Welcome to the mind of a Pisces woman! I need to meditate longer.